I dreamed I was a butterfly.
As a child, I was fascinated with caterpillars and collected a variety of them in jars and boxes. I observed as they spun their silky cocoons, then slept for days or weeks before emerging as winged butterflies. The image of a butterfly emerging from a cocoon is the central image of my life. It speaks to me of transformation, metamorphosis, imagination, change, flight, emergence, growth, death/rebirth, regeneration and the creative process. It expresses the deepest longing of my soul and underlines the essence of my life path.
Travelling the world.
During early years at university, I worked a variety of jobs to follow my dream of travelling the world. I was fortunate to broaden my horizons by visiting many exotic countries. Eventually, I found employment in the airline industry where I worked onboard steel butterflies (airplanes). As an inflight service attendant, I travelled the world for many years, crossing oceans and continents, transporting modern day travellers to their destinations. One day, my flights of fancy halted. A chronic illness (CFIDS) clipped my wings and left me grounded. I was unable to continue with life in the way I had known it.
A lifelong quest.
This began a lifelong quest, a transformative journey of healing and creative exploration into fine arts, holistic healing modalities, philosophy, mythology, archeology, literature, archetypal psychology, deep ecology and world wisdom traditions. I completed a Bachelor of Fine Arts degree at NSCAD University in Halifax, Canada, became a certified holistic health practitioner and educator, and completed Creativity Coaching Training with Eric Maisel. In addition, my explorations into various fields of study -- expressive arts, dance, contemplative and meditation practices, polyvagal theory perspectives, vocal sound healing, energy healing, ancient history, literature, the poetry of Zen, human gut microbiome, Indigenous African healing technologies and other areas of interest -- continue to interweave and shape my life's journey and work in the world.
A life-changing event.
Some years later, for complicated reasons, I left this path. This was not a wise decision, as I eventually realized. Eventually, a second life-altering event involving my digestive health, changed the course of my life. It was a terrifying passage where many nights I awoke having to face my darkest fears. During this period, I sunk into isolation while my body wasted away, relationships dissolved, a job ended, financial stability declined and everything I previously held important, no longer seemed so. It was as if the rug had been pulled out from under me and I found myself flat on my back. In order to flourish, I had to release everything about myself that wasn't authentic and trust the aliveness at the heart of my life.
Lost and found.
Although I continued to see conventional medical practitioners during this illness, I began exploring the magic of imagination. When relaxed, images would appear spontaneously in my mind's eye. These living, animate expressions revealed themselves as metaphorical guidance, shifting my left-brain perspectives into more expansive ones of healing and wholeness. I started a daily practice of paying attention to images within me and all around me for inspiration, guidance and sparking new possibilities for my life. This created a sense of hope, encouraging me to reclaim my true path, aligned with a more generous, life-enhancing future.
Restoring the imaginal in everyday life.
When the Covid-19 pandemic arrived on the world stage, I felt compelled to share what I learned during my lengthy health episode. It seemed relevant to the global events unfolding all around me. This led to the creation my online business, encouraging others to develop intuitive, imaginal awareness (on equal ground with the rational mind) and sort out what brings meaning and value to life. The alive world within us and all around us speaks in the language of deep imagination (unlike fantasy) and can provide inspiration, guidance and renewal in almost every aspect of our daily lives. When we neglect this natural imaginal intelligence at the heart of our lives, we remain stuck in obsolete ways of seeing the world, which can eventually undermine our personal lives and the greater community of life. To break free from outworn perspectives and evolve, we must risk stepping into unknown terrain and begin a deeper conversation with ourselves and this fertile, ground of creative aliveness.
A crisis of imagination.
In contemporary culture, there is a growing awareness we are experiencing a crisis of imagination. It seems outdated systems are failing and the world awaits new paradigms and inspired ways of seeing in harmony with earth's larger story. The act of cultivating our intuitive, imaginal sensibilities on equal ground with the rational mind, may very well be the urgent message of our times. The key to moving from the head to the heart requires courage. Courage to push beyond the distractions and outdated assumptions of our current lives and culture. Courage to listen to the voices of aliveness (imaginal utterances) at the heart of the world and give birth to our uniqueness and gifts. Cultivating an imaginal, attentive approach to life is an act of service; this means we bring our unique gifts into the world, in service to the larger story of life. We begin to see we are interconnected, not just with other humans, but with the vast community of life in which we live. Restoring the imaginal thread in our lives can spark a shift in being, from a small ego-centric way of seeing to an expanded eco-centric one, where we see with the eyes of the heart. Seeing with the eyes of the heart means seeing holistically, seeing ourselves as part of a greater community of aliveness. Old perceptions transform from those of isolation and separation into more generous ones of inter-relationship, co-creation, sustainability and belonging.
Inspiration and encouragement for your journey into aliveness.
Please join me if you seek inspiration and encouragement on the journey of remembering the way home to yourself and the greater community of aliveness in which we live.
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Through abstract mixed media paintings and drawings, I explore the animistic dimension of perception and the origins of language. My approach is process driven, rooted in imagination, intuition and memory, revealing echoes and reverberations of a language deeper than words; marks, gestures, patterns, textures, symbols, signs, scratches, shapes and lines. Artist Website